From Japan to SL

As a fainting fetish, I cannot forget the exhibition by Dekka in the previous article. I tried to execute my twin sister who has the same avatar. This is she just before the execution with her cloth changed to white one. Soon she will be dead but she remains rather unperturbed contrary to my expectation. She was looking around the room as the last picture she would see in her life.




I took a role of the executive maid made a briefing.　 Three drugs will be used, sodium thiopetntal ultra-short-acting drug causes unconsciousness, pancronium bromide paralyzes muscles, and potassium chloride stops heart. I told her that everyone passed out instantly with the first one and did not express any agony. Actually, there are many examples to show death in agony due to inadequate injection, and also the sodium thiopental is prohibited in some states to use for pet euthanasia since this drug may cause excessive pain. There should be many ways to make safe anesthesia but physicians would not take part in the execution. I wish my sister will not suffer…




At an actual event, the body will be strapped to the bed, but I let her go without it since she is behaving. A needle with a tube was set on my sister’s arm and she keeps lying submissively. Is there any shot call for the execution, designated time, or shall I judge it by observing her face? Shall I say here it comes?




At the instant when the first drug was injected, heaviness in my arm, pressure in the chest, and eyes, notrils, and mouth opened momentarily, face getting a bit hot, that was the anticlimactic last moment…. If only the anesthetic agent was kept increased, my breathing will be deeper once and then slow down gradually, at the last moment my breast makes heavy pant, then stops completely, but during the period, the unconscious body may make some convulsions and jerks in struggles due to lack of oxygen.




The final drag stopped my sister’s heat. Since the scond drug had stopped breathing and paralyzed muscles exept heart, the unconceous body stayed motionless, and kept quiet in the limp stretched pose. She will not come back by any resuscitation. When the eyelid is raised by finger, there is nobody inside…　Once flushed cheek now became pale and the color of her slightly opened flaccid lips has been changed, but her dark skin does not accent them.　The face to death is cute and peaceful like a dream, but it is not my dear sister’s face anymore.




The body will be given to the family. The fully loosened body has made the bed wet. The heels of the executive maid could be to avoid that on the floor…




A real execution room is rather cleaner and cooler than I thought. To terminate someone’s life should be a serious issue, but the room is like a dry office without any dignity. There are other ways to execute, gas, electric, or hanging, but the injection seems to be most painless and also simple. But I feel something missed if I will go instantly with the injection. After all I prefer to be choked out by him at that moment and let me go as it is.



Needless comments: Dekka’s art did not have face animations. And since the animation did not work in the SIM, the faces were taken in other area separately and inserted afterward. The mouth was shot during the transitional movement of face animations. The closed and half-opened eyes were the process of blinking of the avatar that required patience to get the right timing. Actually, my sister’s dead body did not behave, and kept blinking and looking around vivaciously. If I could use Bento head, it had beautiful closed eyes and nose too… The open nostrils are retouch. As I wrote before avatar nose does not move. I think it is cute to see it trembling or opening softly. When Vanessa Williams was operating computer, she bit her lips and wide opened nostrils, it was a gorgeous look which cannot be seen in Japanese movies. I tried to simulate it with retouch but was not successful. There are some Japanese who have rather opened nostrils, and the smaller and narrower ones might be preferred for women, so to open nostrils would not be considered as a cool action.